Thursday, August 21, 2008
Just saw one of my friend post on her blog..
My situation..seems to be similar to hers..
Yesterday, I did mention that I was facing one of the lowest in my life..
But when seeing her post today, give me the urge to says out my thoughts as well..
One and half years ago, I came into this course
was exceptionally glad that I'm able to step into poly, as I may ended up in army right now serving instead of extending my studying years
Hence, during the first year..Though able to cope with most of my work even though I was indeed under pressure..
Programming, wasn't one of my best
and networking, I admitted..I was simply weak since the ITE days
Well, Managed to get over it with some self motivation and some friends encouragement
Before the 2nd year starts, was looking at the arranging of the schedule..
In fact, I was nervous but insist on going forward..
People have kept asking before the 2nd year, whether would I like to switch to the multimedia course which I should actually be in..
In fact, the outcome I have to pay was to repeat the 1st year.
I did think twice, when this sentences kept appearing on my mind..
But I've told myself, I had done so much for the first year, I shouldn't waste it
But after yesterday, this thought come to my mind again..
I have also saw my former sec. sch mates, who have ended their school journey at ITE
they look so carefree..without burden..
Useless of me..
2 what if.. appears in my mind..
1. What If I ever change course
2. What If one day, I decided to end my studies in a sudden..
I will insist to keep on fighting, cos there is still another half journey to go..
Maybe I was thinking too much..really
