Sunday, July 6, 2008
Emptiness...
Just want to use this small little tiny space here.. To bottled out my thoughts here..
Yesterday..should say this early morning, was in a room..facing in a cozy room with the coldness and laptop..I thought alots. I was really 心里很不满..不满在与我自己..I do things, which really does not go through the right direction..Perhaps, friends around me might thought that, I still the kind of carefree life..嘻嘻哈哈的那种类型..I'm just hiding my thoughts in my brain..
Friendship..there is gain and loss. The gain is I strengthened the bonding..In the sense that before, we have not spoken much either.. However, I loss some of the bondingship with the other friends.. We have not really spoken like before..Every time it occurs in my brain, 总会很空虚, 怀念是一定有的..我还是以前的我, 但是或许会被认为, 有了新朋友, 就会不理会以前的所做所为..I doesn't have this kind of thinking..Everyone will like to gain and would not like to gain losses..
Notices the changes, I was like..What am I doing..And other things that bothers me...Decided to let the time to pass by...
Maybe coz of this, I've beginning to staying more quiet as usual..The mindset was there, but sometimes when alone, I will think elsewhere..This cant be prevented.My slight dis-focus have quite done abit of not in the right frame of mind..But im still balanced..No worries:)
如过有"时光随道"..这种东西存在, 我想我会过的更快乐..
